i think tat i am too obsessed in work alredy... fellin really very tired nowadays... it's been a long time since i can hav a gd rest... i even hate more for today as it's not my workin day... but i still bring work back home... tat had me feel so pissed alredy... yet i can't even hav a gd rest since it's sunday... DAMN IT... DAMN SHITTY LAR... KNN PCB... all i can say now is i am F*****G pissed off... thinkin of waking up at 12pm... ends up being woken up by my mom sayin tat there will be a guess comin to the hse in abt 15 mins time... i'm lky so... haizz... dunno wat to say lar... so i woke up at 10am while i slept at 5am the previous day lar... thought can hav a gd rest... it just spoil my day lar... even though i had bring my work back home... thought of havin a gd rest 1st then continue with my work... but i just can't get any rest... i had not been havin a gd rest for tis past 2 months... wish tat i can hav a really gd rest n a helper...

work had been a shitty to me... things just got pile up... just bcos i'm out of country for a wk... things had bcome shitty... my BIG BOSS even scolded me using '3 letters' script... he asked me wat can he do to help me... so i requested for another helper for me lor... yet he say can't giv me tat... so i tell him off by sayin tat 'it's better for you not to ask ppl wat he or she wan if u can't do it!!!'... and with this... he is damn fed up with me... but too bad... now the company is shortage of manpower as one of the production manager is leavin the company soon... so i'm actually doin 3 persons job... wat to do... who ask me to work for him... all i can say is... even though i dun lky him... i do know tat i learn lots of things in this company... in management level n oso at dealing with people...

wat i wan now is to quickly get april stuff done n submit the reports bfor the 1st wk of may... once i'm done with tat... i'm goin for a gd rest... i had not been havin any wkends at home with my family for almost 2 months... n i'm always back home late from monday to saturday... haizz... i really hav no life now... just hoping tat there will be better days ahead...





i'm just gettin very tired mentally n not physically... some of u out there may think tat i'm just complaining here... but to be frank with u all... dun u ever think tat way... cos when u r workin full time is a really a BIG different thing from workin part time... so what if u r workin part time when u r studying... tat is nothing compared to full time man... ur mind is still not growing yet... u will see lots of things in life when u start workin...

i start to believe tat in tis world there are only a few or mayb only one to two best frens... n u will start to think tat u dun really need much of ur so called BEST FRENS in life... so wat if u know he or she for more than 10 yrs... tat is nothing man... when u start to come out to work... ur way of thinkin is so much more different compared to last time... some may say tat u r being arrogant for rejecting to go out with them... but it's not true... once u start workin... u will find tat u hav lots of work waiting for you... u wun hav much time for ur frens... moreover if u r attached with a partner... it will be a GREAT test between the two of you... cos u will start to think n plan for your future for real, realisticly n not just talk but with actions... u must also plan times for family... ppl will say tat u r just being emo... but tat is not true... being much of consideration... emo is actually a good thing... cos you will really sit down wat had u done for yourself n the others... so wat if u earning lots of money than the others who are the same age as you... tat doesn't mean tat whenever i go out with u... means tat i must pay for ur expenses... tat doesn't make any senses... it's totally different from business matters... other than this... i believe tat if u r goin easy with others... others may not think so... they may just take advantage of you... but dun ever be too calculative with others... as it's not a good idea at all... trust me...

phew... my works just keep piling up lky mount everest now man... it's really endless... how i wish tat god can giv me more than 24 hours a day... but it's really good to have someone who understand wat u had been doing... DAMN IT!!!! i need to get my wisdom tooth extracted... mayb i will try to get tis wisdom tooth of mine out from me nxt week... which means tat i can hav a gd 5 days rest... i had informed my director abt tis matter after my dinner today... he told me tat try to tell the doctor to giv me an mc tat is lesser than 5 days... hahaha... i laugh n tell him tat it is impossible... cos i told him tat i need to rest oso... so if can i will try to get a longer mc... but tat oso means tat once i come back to office... there will be lots of things piling up on my table... tis means tat it is a DISASTER man... =.="

to end my tis post... i'm looking forward to my italy trip n upcoming exhibition both going with my director tis month... my italy trip with him is on 14th April... it's a 5 days 4 nights trip... n the exhibition is on 28th April... BUSY month for me... hope can get a good rest at every weekends... tat's all for now... forgot to tell u all... thnx for all the smses n presents n oso the celebration during my birthday... sorry if i nv meet up with some of you... sorry... but still... thnx alot guys...=)

nitezz to all peeps out there...


P.S: TAC... dun tired urself too... and i'm NOT a WORKAHOLIC ok...